1. |
Itchy Memories
03:40
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Can’t find the words to begin
With all the things I hate to say
There’s no need to believe that
This is the time to live in
Has to be more bizarre than being
Something very unique
And even if we decide to die
You know this won’t be for real
We don’t have much around, just an ordinary rain
There everyone looks alright
We force ourselves to stay apart
I see you started to hit back
Don’t leave now, don’t give in
With all these things you thought to me
Years in a box of memories
You can’t believe it, we can deceive the past
Here comes the feeling, if there’s a light it’s ours
It can’t be real, this God seems too kind
I can’t believe him tonight
When the world decides to hide
Strain your voice out of loud
It needs more than we thought, we can go on again
Miss the words to seek help, we’d better off tonight
Prepare to lose all you have, we can redeem the light
I gasped for closing that door
To leave all my dreams behind
Although I can hear the sound
It’s like a buzz in my mind
You can’t believe it, we can deceive the past
Here comes the feeling, if there’s a light it’s ours
It can’t be real, this God seems too kind
I can’t believe him tonight
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2. |
You First
02:12
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If I only had the chance, I’d like the both of us
To see how it is far from the dark
Remember this won’t be forever
Everything would feel like a dream
We’re part of something that means a lot more
Just for who decides to care
Welcome back, now you can let your eyes
Rest before seeing the light
Wish I could find what there’s behind
These thoughts we kept so tight
Unveil the curtain and walk like only you can do
Here’s the sole morning left to be saved
Does it feel better now?
You don’t need to say anything
To relieve this time, it hurts you no more
Why don’t you understand that we are the reason
The very real explanation in the end?
Wish I could be there
Where’s the knob that moderates the pain?
Where does it start the circle of life?
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3. |
A Plan To Stay
03:05
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Let’s face this to avoid another fight
Remind me what you’re aiming for
I wake up every night to apologise
Glad that you know more than I
How to say goodbye
When there’s no way home
I’ve slowly figured out a plan to stay
You know you’re right, what they say it’s wrong
Dissolve the light and show me what you need
I guess there’s something in the air
A sign that you can’t deny
You dropped the key as soon as
You saw where I was hiding
There’s no window and no sound
Other than nowhere to go
I’m trapped in a space where
Time resets every time you’re here
When there’s no way home
I’ve slowly figured out a plan to stay
You know you’re right, what they say it’s wrong
Dissolve the light and show me what you need
A plan to stay
Sorry for loving you so much
When I look back it was obvious that you didn’t care
When there’s no way home
I’ve slowly figured out a plan to stay
You know you’re right, what they say it’s wrong
Dissolve the light and show me
Dissolve the light to show me
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Brush your teeth with a smile
It doesn’t mean much to me
You say things that make me insecure
About my life, about the fuck you are!
My brain hurts
I’ve got too many thoughts to break apart
A bottle was shattered over the place
When you were screaming nonsense
With the knuckles not far from my mouth
You broke another mirror
You’re clearly going out of your mind
But this is something that I like
Which makes the both of us fucked
Splatters of pride merged in a pile of shit
The slightly sense of humiliation overwhelms me
And I cannot find a way to end this
Whatever surrounds me
Is what remains from our wreckage
Tiny pieces floating nowhere, too light to go down
Overly small to be found
A perfect picture of my head right now
Brush your teeth with a smile, you said it twice today
Someone is standing outside these walls
We don’t know who it is or what we have done
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5. |
In My Lie
03:07
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Happy? Are you happy now?
The first look that I've got from you
It's all I have in my mind
Shaky? Are you shaking now?
Too loud the silence I hear from you
It is something that I can't deny
And here we go, I'm sorry but I'm here to go
'cause I'm in my lie
Happen? has it happened now?
My heavenly denial, I couldn't really go that far
Is it me? or are you cracking up?
On a face fell into disgrace which
Still can't be recognised
And here we go, I'm sorry but I'm here to go
'cause I'm in my lie
Dancing under my skin
I was the captain of this vessel
There goes my joy on its long way home
It'd be good to have you here
Happy? Are you happy now?
The first look that I've got from you
It's always been in my mind
Shaky? Are you shaking now?
Too loud the silence I hear from you
It’s something that I can't deny
Here we go, I'm sorry but I'm here to go
'cause I'm in my lie
Dancing under my skin
I was the captain of this vessel
there goes my joy on its long way home
It'd be good to have you here
And here we go, I'm sorry but I'm here to go
'cause I'm in my lie
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6. |
Leaves
02:48
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After what I thought to stay, it will take me a while
Blame me too, it sounds so cool, just the way you are
You're coming with another plan
So clear you want to have a fight
I read between the lines, you read my eyes
I feel so alive but it's not about live or die
You don't know what scares me, I imagine you
Pull me into this creepy game, don't be surprised
I think you're right but I can't believe in you
I'm driving away and it seems so okey
I won't just say goodbye or maybe not
There's always something new to do for you
Who leads me it's not, it's not your love
It's not your skin
It's not that you own me, it's not true
It's not so plain
Hey hey, down the road, hold me tight!
Dream at full speed
Dream while I'm still in your mind
Film our day today
I feel so alive but it's not about live or die
You don't know what scares me, I imagine you
Who leads me it's not, it's not your love
It's not your skin
It's not that you own me, it's not true
It's not so plain
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7. |
Astray
02:13
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Sorry darling if I sneaked away
Without putting the kettle on
It’s getting colder outside
And our little box is struggling with the heat
Believe it or not I put the jumper on
Even though it makes me itchy
Like every Wednesday by the time
I’ll be home you’d probably be out
Expecting me to follow your simple rules
Rubbish out, food shopping, roast some veggies
Check the post, stay awake and smile
I left a cinnamon bun in the cupboard
On the second shelf in between packs of tomatoes
After eating one I felt sick, I’m not sure
That cardamom agrees with me anymore
I bought you a Christmas card
But I didn’t quite make it to bus
The card got soaked and so did I
The paint came off on the left side
The rest is still intact, I hope you like it
I hope you like it, I hope you do
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8. |
Space Frame
03:30
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I talked you once without saying a word
I talked you twice but still with many whys
My way is “not believe”, my belief is not a swear
Out of my town I feel home
But I have to pay my way in pain
The wonder is a man who finds a place
My wonder is a shame
The wonder is a turn into the wind
My wonder is grimace
I stared that face, that face I've known
Right here is even more dark, more than I've thought
God bless my wife and my children in the playground
For two years I’ve seen that tree
And I was there but I couldn't say hi
The wonder is a man who finds a place
My wonder is a shame
The wonder is a turn into the wind
My wonder is grimace
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9. |
Faithless Universe
03:58
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Last gaze into the starlight and I’m done
One of these nights I’d rather go blind
No need to shelve a dream to find a way to react
We expect to sense a shiver running down our spine
We can’t ever feel sorry again
To do it on rebound to feel good
Time to share our sad sides to repair these scares
Now that our stereo chose to play again
No need to tame your mind, just be there off guard
´Cause what to fear after all, it can still be inside
But only happens when you’re asleep
And you wanna back down
Both we know what it takes to change
It takes no time
On the way we need to walk
There’ll be stars in your eyes too
The lady has reached her place
But the shape looks like a cake
The piper has lost the rights to stay and
He doesn’t seem to depart not even to try
No one else will find this place in their minds
Mermaids and knights play chess meanwhile
You may try to run but the coin says tails
You’re going downstairs, don’t touch or peep doors
Lay down, don’t play dumb, don’t aim to have fun
Do not be afraid when a rug can fly the sky
Do not be afraid when even you can ride a cloud
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10. |
Here And Still
01:02
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People are passing by
But they’re speaking in signs
The emergency room lighting
Makes it hard to see through the walls
It’s late in the eyes never soon
For somebody’s life
Fast decisions every time
A shadow appears by the door
Few hours here and I keep chasing my heartbeat
The reflection from the screen
The needles on the sleepless machines
Fading out of sight when
It’s so late in the night
Here and I'm still scared
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